there's doubt in your face

helloooo.. i'll try my very best not to sound angry/mean/emo/bitchy/whatev. i promise (: yeah, this blogs supposed to be about the shit in my life and shits supposed to be horrible. and being nice in this blogs just defeating the purpose but whattheheck. my happy blogs down anyways. so, just try to understand what im saying? i know yew'll eventually read this.

yew know who yew are, yew know who im referring to (:
do yew have any idea at all, how it feels to be left hanging there? just dangling there. and it happened all of a sudden. like one minute, yew're having a blast, next thing yew know, everything just screeches to a halt. ever felt that way? and the worst part, yew dont know why its like that. yew havent got a clue. as far as yew know, yew havent done anything wrong or offensive or bitchy. and suddenly, yew get the karma. why? i would love to know. could yew be nice for a moment, and tell me?

i mean, have yew ever thought of my feelings? how would i feel? no? i should've known. how can yew do such a thing? there's like, so many questions running through my mind it feels like its gonna blow anytime now. what did i do? cant yew just tell me? yeah, i'll promise i'll get out of your life forever if yew give me a reasonable answer. is it thaaat hard to tell me the truth? yew never tell me anything. a relationship's a two-way thing. yew know, kinda like a highway? not those one way streets. how the hell do ywe expect us to work out, if yew're not putting any effort in? do i really mean nothing to yew, nothing at all? yew said yew would change, yew said yew wont screw it up this time. hell, look what happened in the end. we were supposed to prove them wrong. not happening anymore.

but still, i wanna know why. i wanna know what i did soooo wrong. tell me?

BITCH. WHAT DID I DUCKING DO TO YEW? please please dont talk nonsense? -.- THANK YEW. if yew speak the truth, then its fine with me. but hell! yew're not! yew're trying to like, make me look bad. do everyone a favour and keep your damn mouth shut? please and thank yew.

i count myself lucky for catching it in time

im not your dog. im not your prostitute. duck yew. yew never once thought about how i felt. yew apologize but i know yew dont mean it. i mean, doesnt matter whether im sincere or not, as long as the bitch buys it huh? well congrats, yew fooled the bitch for quite some time now. happy? satisfied? i bet my balls yew are. do yew seriously think im an idiot? everything yew've done, just because i ignore and forget about it, doesnt mean i forgive yew. your sins, they just keep piling up. i close an eye everytime yew disappoint me. forgive and forget. hell that shit doesnt work on yew. yew never change. thick skinned. when will yew ever learn? yew take every damn opportunity for granted. every word yew say to me, all those, oh im serious this time round. i promise i wont screw up anymore. duck that, pure BULLSHIT. yew never appreciate whatever yew have. just because i love yew, doesnt mean im always gonna be there for yew when some other girl rejects yew. i am sick of yew taking me for granted. not happening anymore. its ducking over.

:D i feel so much better now that i've finally decided and let it all out. THANK GOD for blogs :D anyhoos, thanks for teaching me that guys like yew, are not to be trusted and hao teem people are assholes (: really appreciate it.


i am officially single and not available AVAILABLE :D woooohoooooo!

oh yew shameless lil thing!

my shorts, are shorts okay. like seriously seriously. i bought it from a clothes shop. not a lingerie shop. yes, i admit, its short, no doubt. BUT i like it cause it doesnt have that zip or button thingy which bulges out when i wear my long long figure hugging top. looks horrible. so yeah, i bought that shorts specially for that top. IT IS NOT TIGHTS. it was hanging on a damn hanger when i bought it. bottom line, not tights :D

and again, i wear whatever i want to so shush please :D

how do yew people tahan those sales people holding clipboards asking yew to sign some petition or get a credit card or something. fuhreaking annoying! especially when they speak in chinese -.- i see their mouths moving but all i hear is bla bla bla. no, i am NOT a banana. i know cantonese :D well, sort of. ngor mm hai kung jiu! >:( so dont mess with me!

i know, despite all my fussiness, yew still love me

dont worry, i love yew too! ;)